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Well I learned a lesson the hard way.The lesson I learned is that you should really think before you speak because if not you will get yourself into a lot of trouble. Something happened the other day that was just a freak accident. Everyone is fine. But my brother told me he thought it was one of his friends fault. But it wasn't. It was no one's fault. So I go and tell my brother's friend what he said. Well he goes out there and cusses out my brother. And they have been best friends since they were both born. And I pretty much ruined a great friendship. But if I had kept my big mouth closed none of this would have happened and everyone and everything would be fine. So next time you're about to do something, please think it through because you might dig yourself into a hole. :)

Have you ever been verbally slaughtered because of your beliefs? Do you feel like the whole world is collapsing on top of you? How about feeling like no one understands the situation you're in?

Believing in God is difficult especially in the times we are currently living. Sometimes, I feel like the whole world is against me because of that. But I have to remember that I'm never alone. And also, that life isn't a sprint, so I can take my time because the God I believe in is patient, merciful, and loving. And that He will always be waiting for you, even when you turn away from Him. He will never reject you, no matter how many bad things you've done. He DOESN'T need you, yet He cares for you more deeply than you'll ever understand. He's the only one that can fill the emptiness in your heart, and can give you hope in the midst of your worst storm. He can show you so much more than what you can see or understand at the moment. He is simply wonderful. =)

Today is a new day,

And I dont know what to say...

I feel lost in this world,

No longer that little girl...

I say Im�through with you,

But we both know thats not true...

You give me that smile,

Knowing that I'll think about you once in a while...

You once held me close,

But now your memory is like a ghost...

As I lay awake at night,

I�tell myself I'll be alright...

And someday you'll want me back,

But I'll just throw my head back and laugh...

Because you once hurt me deep down�inside,

That my love for you eventually�died...�

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just got back from sahiras house and it was a really fun day. eventhough nancy was also suppose to be there but nobody could get through to her, but it is sometimes nice to spend time with just one friend as this rarely happens.

i lept onto the train, half an hour late and still eyeing up the handsome guy that had been infront of me in the shop and was now on the opposite platform and spent the journey trying to ignore the chavy group of thirteen year old boys, especially the one who had laid across a whole row of seat like it was a sunbed. i hope someone pissed on the seat that he put his ugly mug onto.

we watched two films, the first being role models that i had been waiting forever to see and this was really good and it had 'mclovin' and 'stifler' in- jokes. they are the funniest! well some of the funniest :) then saw nacho libre which wasnt that good as i dont really like jack black- is that right i cant even remember his name, as he seem to play the exact same charcter in every single film! and i seem to be the only person who doesnt find his terrible phyique funny.

i am now lying on my bed trying to find online a site where i can watch lethal weapon as i saw some of it on the tv when i came in but my parents are trying to bore themselves to death by currently watching casualty.

weight: 137�������� bmi:25.1

so there, see i have lost one pound so far and i intend to do some serious exercise next week before i go shopping again because at the moment i am at an inbetween size, 10-12, and it annoys me, so i want to be a perfect 10.

i had so much fun yesterday when i went to convent garden and the west end with nancy and sahira. although i was 20 minutes late and me and nancy had to run for the train, it was a great day. and i finally got some more of the cupcake facemask- IT IS MY LIFESAVER! i feel so happy when i�am with my friends, especially these two as they make me laugh so much and i just feel a warm glow of safety around me. we did the usual round of shops and i found the nicest pair of shoes in my fav colour of the moment- coral, in primark which is a frigging miracle as a havent been in there for agessss as it just pisses me off with all the teenage mother chavs runnning around grabbing things off of the rails. it really irrates me, i mean seriouly and then they moan that it is still not cheap enough- WOT, go out and get� job, lazyass.

moving onto today my parents took me out to the bluebell, which is the best resturant i have been too and seems to be so posh that i sometimes dare to move :)- only kidding. and my mum had this new top on and she did look stunning and then my dad only said that the top was purple not pink, which is a colour that he doesnt like so it upet my mum a bit, but she perked up at the resturant.

i am now streched out on my bed, cos my bum gone numb from sitting so long :) seeing the girlies again tomorrow so should be another fab day

Thank you for all my fans as far as poetry is concerned.,

This has been a work in process since the Fall of 1989.

Thanks to my loyal fans of 15,000 + reader's.

Mario William Vitale will be a name that all poets should strive to become.

That is a good sense of integrity, honesty and common sense.

My platform consists of:

(1) David Bell Letters,

(2) International Library of Poetry,

(3) Connecticut Poetry Review,

(4) Academy of American Poetry,

(5) Virginia Writer's Quarterly,

(6) Poetrycraze.com,

(7) NYC, The Wall of St. John The Devine,

(8) Crossway Publishing

(9) Little Rose Magazine,

(10) New Man Magazine,

(11) Writer's Digest Magazine,

(12) Wolcott Community Newspaper

editor: Julie F. Moore,

(13) Waterbury Republican Interview (April 2009),

* My poems reflect the real essence of who I am.

Truly, to me it's a matter of heart.

Here is my newest poem:

(An Echo In Eternity)

Can we as a nation ever come together

We tend to sweat the small stuff

Oft, we even get careless with our words

Is this not so surprising ?

Your tongue can� set you on fire

Now are you calling Paul a liar ?

Ponder his rendition of,

("�A� Fool On A Hill ").

This is not a fixture that one can put on a tree

Don't create fear when there is none

With the right choices that we make now

Will forever bring an echo in eternity

Even if one doesn't make a choice

There sheer complacency is a major factor

Why does one often ponder

An idea of a fantastic vacation

Still, a vacation from what ?

It's just a mere escape from the theatre of pain

Try to choose door number three

Other's will choose the path of free will

Still some bask in some euphoric drama

Now try to be a big boy

Don't ever run home crying to your mama !

3 months of not seeing you.

suddenly memories of you keep coming back. i refrain my self from seeing you. and now i feel like i'm thinking of you as if u were dead already. those memories, they come back like u're really no longer here with me anymore.

The Lord is my shepherd;
   He ever walks near,   
To guide and protect me 
  Each day of the year. 

Beside the still waters,
   Through meadows so fair,
On life's troubled pathways,
  I'm safe in his care.      

His rod and staff,         
   Reassures me now ,
That no hills are to steep ,    
    For he's walking there too.

Ever preparing a table,     
 With gifts from above,     
And binding my wounds up,   
 With his tender love.       

Through all of my days,     
  No more harm will I fear;
It comforts me knowing,
   My shepherd is near.

 By: satinlady

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